It is carved on the tears that with the love time of _'s love

It is carved on the tears that with the love time of _'s love

Love, like a sharp burin, use its soft edge, finish the beautiful microscopic carvings on the tears. --Remember the question
People, never know which day to happen most important that one in all one's life
The thing, does not know which reason which day can be clear to influence all one's life, does not know which day to meet that most important person in all one's life. Summer. Elective course. He late, wash, come in out of puff, awkward with after the silent approvement of lecturer that sight solicit of apology some, sit down in everybody's sight, become very quiet quickly. Her sight drops on his side face, the pen while passing on pondering. He is taking notes, is a serious expression on the face. Wear the check shirt, the first button is deducted under the Adam's apple neatly, seem a little silly. He always wears the cotton check shirt, always buckles well the first button. Dressed up the clean little neat boy by kindergarten auntie like one. Then, the smile that she mocks is very wilful when seeing him each time. Though they do not know. He can't help ask by the body finally sworn followers set up:
"Am I very funny? "
Fit, stare 30 second such as he seriously by one face, change one broken to laugh at face into suddenly: "It is funny that far more than, have the chicken pulled out all mao spread lubricating oil and take out the exhibition, slide over the world bigly to check! " He asks a little indignantly: "Who was that just now? " Ann looks at the crossing where she disappears, seems lost in thought:
"She "
"She? " He has watched the crossing.
He felt suddenly hindbrain spoon was patted, Ann stared: "See what is seen? You the look very honest, watch beauty stealthily. Real danger of the talents with simple behavior, with complicated thought! Clicking the tongue, the brute. "
"Oh. "
"Oh, bad boy. " Library. He takes down a book from bookshelf, has looked through the bottom page, has put back. There is a card behind each book, record each one and borrow a person's name of book. Since he knows her name, can often find her name behind the book borrowed by oneself.
"Only she has borrowed this one. " He take it to seat to face the window get on to look. There is dog-ear of page one, delegation's word heaves in sight:
"He picks up the page in the forest of the Chinese sweet gum, others tell him, when the maple leaf is picked up, comes if happy "
There is water mark done on the paper. From the cup which she has kissed along backfalling, or from her eyes, he thinks.
"I often take this seat that you take now too. " He lifts the head, sees her placing several books on the middle with a smile, sits down on the seat by him. He is startled slightly, forget to speak. Make plundering she beautifully to take place in one's ear behind ear,then until if you can't listen to by earphone, fill into ear to. That earphone has deprived the right that he spoke later. The arc of her side face is very goodlooking, like the brocade, he wants to stretch out one's hand to touch. But he has only touched the water mark on the paper. Feel the figer tip is a little ice-cold. The temperature of the tears, it should be ice-cold on earth, or make warm? He does not know. He has heard this sentence: The tears can reveal a person's soul. Her soul, is ice-cold on earth, where is or the one that make warm? He wants to know.
Later, he sits by the seat by the window of corner on purpose in the library, elective course, in order to watch the graceful arc of her side face. He is keeping the distance all the time between him and her. The distance is catalyst. He always comes so early. Sit in the corner. Quiet and grave and stern expression. Seldom make conversation with her voluntarily, it is that the courtesy is almost cold and detached too to open one's mouth once in a while. (Good for many years later said he left somebody at large the better to apprehend him. )Her individual character is very optimistic, and have eyes waited for warmly too much around. It is the his letting her feel very unique restrainedly. When the girl thinks one difficult to understand easily, she may fall in love with him. Elective course one day, she said suddenly: "Your side face is very goodlooking. " He has smiled.
Then they begin to be in love.
She brings a box of strawberries to him. It is not that kind of enormous and bright-colored scientific and technological strawberry. The crimson small strawberry of pulp is recruited and liked very much.
"This is my kind. " She like piece make to arithmetic problem to pupil that people flaunt.
"Oh, I do not believe. "
"True! My family has a strawberry tree! "
"Little idiot, the strawberry grows on the tree. " His love has shaved her nose.
"Disagreeable, exposed by you so quickly. "
"Oh. Well, I act dumb. " He opens the cover and passes her, looks at her and eats up the strawberry in the hand feeling wronged and acting rashly smilingly and satisfiedly. Until eating up, she did not find this box of strawberries originally wanted to give to him and is eaten up by oneself. She puts out one's tongue. He begins to laugh. He finds out she who is real is only a child - -Good child or bad child, then love her dearly carefully.
"Class is over soon, will go to the library together. " He sees tables.
"Do not you have lunch? "
"Unless you help me to get food. "
"Unless you help to buy meal ten times and express gratitude to me. "
"Unless you marry me. " She is with a smile bashfully.
"Those 100 times? 1,000 times? Cough, I lose oldly. "
"Come on, I married you you have earned. Besides, will graduate in more than one year, where 1,000 chances will behave for you? "
"I follow you and go home after graduating, cook for you to eat, eat for your family! "She is shy and red the powder of peach blossom. It is fragrant that her smile breaks up, with a smile like one. He tell she is so neatly with a smile. He seldom smiles, the posture of the talk is very courteous. Cold and detached courtesy. "Sting --Welcome. " All people turn head and look at her, then rotate back and discuss one's own one respectively. He has been looking at her all the time. It is drunk to fit that day. He and she know Ann did it on purpose. Ann wants to give him the last chance, though the bitterness very in the heart. He is appointed to send her home by everybody. He had paid all people's account before leaving.
"I go to take the car. "
"No, not far, let's take a walk. "
"How are you? "
"Not bad, thank you. "
"It is good that my company operates, quite smooth. " He thinks he has nothing to say.
"Congratulations. "
Under the street lamp, the arc of her side face is still so graceful. The perfume flavor on her is turned into the night wind of the stacte. What she applied is that that kind lets " The opium " Perfume. No. one has no language. The apartment that she rents is not far, the terminal quickly. She stands under the street lamp, raises the face and sees him:
"I have reached, please go back. "
" "
"Let's go. "
" I will get married soon in April. "
It is the end of March now. She fears he tells him, tonight, he said at last in this way. Her world is wicked. But she hears one's own sound saying: "The bride must be very beautiful. Congratulations. Bless you. " His mood mood was very excited suddenly, her tender both shoulders pinched grew Radix Rehmanniae and ached:
"After I come back, it has already been two years since it is with Ann to know you. And Ann is my best brother. Do you understand me? ! "
"I can understand. "
One string of smiles of her corner of the mouth, seem satisfied some Two people both remain silent, let the wind blow haphazard their appearance at night She feels his hands backfall from her shoulder unably. He takes out a thing in one's arms, passes her, say to her for the last time seriously: "I love you. " Then he dries the tear of her canthus, has kissed her, " to Ann attentively, he will give to you happily. " Then he takes big strides and disappears in the darkness.
Took her happiness away from then on. Happiness of leaving away spring. She launches the thing in hands under the street lamp. That is a shabby note book, overwrite words neatly above. She kneels under the street lamp, begins to count with a smile satisfying: "One, two, three, four 76, 77 "
"Do not you have a meal? " "Unless you help me to get food. " "Unless you help me to buy meal ten times and express gratitude to me. " "Unless you marry me. " " ""Those 100 times? 1,000 times? "
"94, 95 195, 196 "199, multiply by five, add another, fail, finish writing with " " . He helps her to buy meal 999 times altogether. And then open the last page, copying a word above: "He picks up leaves in the forest of the Chinese sweet gum, others tell him, when the maple leaf is picked up, comes if happy "The tears fall in the cement on the ground to break to pieces. She kneels at the ice-cold night and sobs uncontrollably.
Postscript: When I hold among Ling's quiet darkness writing with and " carve on the tears with the love ", it is two o'clock at night. Put the pen and stand up to print a cup of salty coffee, savour her mood. Bitter and salty flavour. Coffee, tears, sea water, the overture has not been destined it satisfactory finishing one while sounding. So still can't begin to write it as the satisfactory story wishing. The flowers are in blossom, it is not for understanding the worrying of human world. People are alive, can like, live, happy, then can fall asleep in the fragrance, and leave the gratified tear.


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