Living alone is a gambling

Living alone is a gambling
Narrate A: The gambling out of control is inside our story, we are not always two people alone. I have, I " He " ,He has, his she. Other two people, do not join our life, but not left our imagination all the time. Until one day, so long as enter reality alone, our cohabitation years become a soap bubble poked. I have not stretched out the finger to break this bubble, because I would like to believe, I can observe reality, also can keep and imagine. It is the original happiness, wrap up in the thin bubble, go to protect sedulously, that is to try to escape reality sedulously. I remember the morning in that winter, he and two suits of black sweater and pants tightly of mine, the supermarket downstairs of my home met. Not seeing other crowds, they are certainly still buying Zongzi and buying the egg. I think others' life have change is only we over and over and in confused affording to have no reason: Look for the reason confusedly first and again. Think everything find time, want, it backs out to be too always. But the youth is most afraid of being out of control! He who is present is not the appearance which I remembered originally, it was not a sample in the future. He is that twinkling of an eye. The intersection of we and two getting black sweater and pants tightly, go upstairs, come cabin that I live alone. Used to typing the unisonance and leaving the word by mistake on the net - -It is a gambling to live alone, on the bed is a wound, the boyfriend is a fellow sufferer, the foundation cream is the graveyard, enjoy evening, even if sexual intercourse pregnant with, it separates to be to do all one can, another artistic conception. As if the prophecy believed to have been fulfilled of word of the unisonance, reach the same goal by different routes. The conversation that perhaps has had more than one hundred hours, remotely, relax, talk about others, talk about his insisting on that girl to be chased, until she becomes our main topic, because she and I are special friends. So, all of us thought her refusal one year ago could bring our single destiny, actually this is not so. And I, my " he " Without image, he survives in the characters that I like, he is a definition, represent the intimate, bosom friend and loyal. He demonstrates one kind of lookses of someone's sometimes, but I know, such a person does not exist. Can't depend on defining that look for reality. Especially the lover's name. Whenever this definition appears on the bodies of a lot of people incoherently, I think, would rather change a one-sided reality than accept an ideal split. So my " he " I Lock stand up, his " she " he Stay in pursuing unswervingly. We bring their own dreamland, have met our life rapidly. The fact proves, all marriages are apt to insist on the superficial phenomenon, dreamland, need locking. Dramaticism and authenticity distinguish clearly already, begin, live a one of the main life contents life together like us: It is the same to see VCD, we use the eyes of a kind of habit lens language, demonstrate our life.

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