How many _'s guides of blindlying date of true feelings will the man pay for love of one night

How many _'s guides of blindlying date of true feelings will the man pay for love of one night

Give you letter today, pursue anything non- in fact, hope you can scold the intersection of I and the disappointing man just. I with girl friend fall in love since 05, we the intersection of high school and classmate, at the beginning the intersection of I and extraordinary the intersection of love and she, have pursued she just in more than half a year. I am not that
Plant very dutiful and steady and sure person, but I really can be in order to make the little and pleasantly surprised person for the other side every day. In this way she accepts me, even gives hers to me for the first time. Hereafter have getting getting fine and getting hotter more very more very emotion against her one year, I,though during have with university classmate too or what colleague is, but not made the thing of betraying her.
Two years later, as work of the girl friend being busier and busier, we become duller and duller to meet too. Because what our university reads are all business, the reason why each appointment later was talked about beyond going shopping and seeing the film the contradiction that she meets while working and our financing in the future were planned. As soon as I overstepped the limit for the first time in this year, one had two, have love of one night, also the rich concludes the business. All know nothing about this girl friend.
We bought the house at the beginning of 08, because we are all very unbending, do not want to depend on one fen of parents, so the house is bought it is very small and very remote. But to two young people who just work for four years, can buy the house in Shanghai, we are really very content with one's lot. In an instant buying house, I really thought we will step into the marriage palace smoothly, happy forever. But after,one piece bottleneck issue until career of girl friend develop enter, she become work topic not exchanged with me on every day. The work is only a part of the life, how can all become? And I have one's own working pressure and contradiction, feel very irritated. Inertia that overstep the limit in the past, the intersection of I and the intersection of betrayal and she again.
I and K take place love of one night 08 year May, she graduate from university yet at that time, give of me feel on very well. Because may think it is only the love of one night, will not meet each other either later, I all speak all sorts of worries of staying with the girl friend to her, why love of one night has she said too, she just said good-bye and planned to fail again in preparing for the postgraduate qualifying examination of one year meticulously to first him at that time, so After the love of one night in the past, I had never contacted the other side again, it was to K, but I have not accomplished. Perhaps I hope to go to bed with her again, because she is really very crazy in bed. I have not known either up to now why contact her again.
Later on we will get in touch every day, will meet every week, will often go to bed, I am totally making young pleasant surprise for her constantly as treating lovers, I will take her to my home too, go to play with classmate, the friends of me. It may be false " I love you " Say that has produced the baffled sincerity to K gradually by oneself more. Certainly girl friend and I will get in touch every day, will meet every week in the meantime, once in a while too can go to bed, I complete picture " allow husband " The same to her.
Paper to make live fire after all, at the end of last year, the girl friend found K finally, she said good-bye to me, I cried very much and ached that day, I once thought of all sorts of memory between us at that time, the feeling regretted is beyond expression. Then I put forward to K and say good-bye, but K says she will not go all out.
In half a year hereafter, I put forward to K and said good-bye many times, she cursed and beat her in my shame, could always fail in her tears and entreat finally, always fail when forgets the sincerity not abandoned in that kind of baffled one. With the putting off of day, my emotion to K is deeper, I feel I have already regarded her as one of own side completely by oneself. Then I begin to be entangled with in her past, it is real in her love to me that entangled with, entangled with, exceed first he, entangled with to her and other people's love of one night on the intersection of she and love in me. Though she has had love of one night with other people to always flatly deny, what letter am I? But I still force oneself to believe. When girl friend and K stand in front of me at the same time in April of 09, as are small three that the girl friend criticizes K, said to me that let me follow her, when we get married on May Day, I chose K that have one's face covered with tears. I think I at this moment have not been possessed, have loved K completely.



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