Why are there so many small three at present? 's psychotherapy
Small more than three of now is all on the street, why now are there so many three the society is small?
I am 25 years old this year, every day pass carefree, graduated from university last year, there were two jobs already, a copy of it is a reporter, another one is a master of ceremonies of the wedding. The intersection of life and law very much of every day, very happy. The height 168, I with well-balanced stature, there is a appearance not very beautiful but not ugly. Good psychology, good habit, good condition, make me very satisfied. But there is a question, it is really a difficult problem, that is, I am not a virgin. Two years ago, a hooligan getting married, defrauded of my most valuable thing in life, still let me make fetus for him. So, I do not dare to look for the true love again.
In the era that these second wife prevails, sisters around all stepped into this ranks, they have bought very beautiful car, there are house, paper money, can go to the famous-brand monopolized shop to pay by credit card and do shopping. Sometimes they let me have a meal together, are taking their backer. I see, they have sense of safety taking me, because I am an honest person, have amiable personality and tolerant psychology. But they know with the years, I life to them fill envying and curious. Except two-day weekend is free, people do not make a phone call to invite me to come out to me at ordinary times, I am always on time on and off duty, otherwise Mummy's daddy will worry. Can recently, I itch in the heart, think relatively more amazing life, but I know, it is sure to regret after stimulating, after all, what kind of enticement is there not to need to pay a price in this world?
So, still calm, the calmness as before. Nowadays 25 year old, except the the intersection of hooligan and man before this, up to today, none of men became interested in me, no boy has talked about ldquo to me even more; Like you for your rdquo; . In fact I know, the girl like me, even the boy pursues, will not be promised at will either, even promised, in the face of his being endless desolation and torment.
But what I envied most is those boudoir honey which become the second wife of mine, they are while there is a tycoon, there is boyfriend of a handsome boy loving her very much, even handsome boy's husband. With what romance of locking the emotion depths I am very curious, oneself is on earth, how could have woman's envying, glamour which the man likes on earth? However, this is not most important. Because I think everything can not bring present Shu Xin and happiness. Those boudoirs of honey of mine, they can not experience this kind of easiness.
I think, if one day, really a man has come into my life, do not dislike and avoid my past, tolerate my temper, bear house work for me, share my happiness, share my worried hellip; hellip; I am waiting, but, can I wait until? Can I wait until the patience in that day? I Yes, after on that day plenty of to face and acceptance?
Each woman is very greedy, I who am present, lose chastity, make fetus, the stature loses shape, do one's utmost to control oneself, still let oneself experience this happiness of the world after the endocrine regulation, experience the happiness of life, seem to it is grieved to forget by me in the life of the law over one year, however, my husband in the future is after knowing this phase of history that can't bear of mine, will forgive for me?
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