Man and the girl's dialogue time in love of
"I like you. " The woman plays with the wineglass in setting about on one side, the the same thin one is said. "I have a wife. " Ring that the man fumbles on one's own hands. "
I do not mind, I only want to know, your feeling. You, like me? " Answer while expecting. The man lifts the head, is looking the woman opposite up and down. 24 years old, young, there is vigor, pretty good age. Pale skin, the health full of vigor, a pair of bright ones, sociable eyes. It is really a good girl, it's a pity. "If you like me, I do not mind acting as your lover. " The woman could not wait at last, had added extra one sentence. "I love my wife. " Man's firm answer. "Do you love her? What love her? She who is present should have been already old the is declined, shameful. Otherwise, the dinner party of the company, why never see you bring her here " The woman also wants to go on, can give up thought after touching man's cold sight. Quiet "What do you like me? " The man has opened one's mouth. "Ripe, calm and steady, movement bearing has man's flavor very much, know how to care about people, numerous. Anyway, different from person seeing before me. You are very special. " "You know I three years ago, what? " The man has ordered a cigarette. "I don't know. I do not mind, even if you have sat down firm. " "Three years ago, I was those ordinary men in the eyes of now of you. " The man has not taken notice of women, has continued saying. "Graduate from university ordinarily, it is unsatisfactory to work, drink all day, lose the temper. Look cold and indifferent to the girl, depend on **Come to give vent to one's own desire to ask dissatisfaction. Also go to the night club to look for Miss, has been caught by the police. " "How is that? " The woman is interested, wonder what it is, let men change. "Because of her? " "Eh. " "Person of hers, seem it can always be very easy that can see the thing is inherent. Teach me a lot of things, let me not care about the gain and loss very much; Thing that don't lie in at the moment very much; Let me try hard to treat people kind and gentle. I at that time, in front of her, just like the beardless child. Perhaps that feeling, you are similar to my feeling with now. Really very strange at that time, I of the stubborn temper, just listened to her. According to what she said, accepts reality, it is known that oneself is of no use, work hard. It was the end of the year that year, at work, strong, we got married. "
The man has played the cigarette ash, continue saying. "At that time, it was really bitter day. Two people, a bed, the furniture of the family, the few too one is pitiful. Know? Married for one year, I bought the first diamond ring for her, deposited the money of more than half a year. Certainly, are carrying what she stores. If she has known, must not allow. " "In those days, the tobacco and wine was not made healthy. In big winter, she will boil the soup to drink for me before sleeping every night. That taste, only she obtains too. " In the man is addicted to that and remember, has forgotten time, ones that do not just stop tell the past event. And the woman, have no meaning bothered at all, are hearing silently. Wait for man notice time has already 10 o'clock at evening. "Ah, I am sorry, it has been already so late to pay no attention to time. " The smiling of man's apology. "Now, can you understand? It is impossible for me, can not either, do the thing unfair to her. " "Ah, I see. Defeated by the person like this, utterly convinced. " The woman has shaken the head helplessly. "But I have reached her age, will be more excellent. " "Eh. That can find the better man. Is that right? It is very late, the soup of the family should be getting cold, I send you to go back. " The man stands up, want to see the woman off. "No, I went back by oneself all right. " The woman has waved. "Go back, don't keep her wait urgently. " Man's knowing smiling, turn round to go. "Is she beautiful? " " . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Eh, very beautiful. " The man disappears in the dim light of night, leave women, is facing toward the candle. Stare flankly. The man came back home, pushed away and opened the door, went to the bedroom straight, has opened the desk lamp. Along the bed, have sat down. "Wife has already fourth. Why let me become so kind, many people like I. Does not do well, I will cease to be faithful. Why change me so fine, but oneself move first? I, I am so lonely alone. " Whom man choke with sobs say, choked with sobs at last. Tears, one after another drop of flowing from the man's cheek, hit on the picture frame of hands at heart. In the dim light, in the old photo, fill the air, to die woman, thin tenderness already.
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